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suddenly subsistence is suicide
Created on 2007-02-17 04:44:18 (#12303921), last updated 2009-03-20
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BioMy name is Zoe. I'm 21 yrs old. 5'8" 130 lbs.
i've been suffering off and on from eating disoders
more on that below - as this LJ was created for my thoughts on that specifically.
the majority of my eating/not eating woes are all tangled up in my drug abuse.
it began with diet pill and over the counter pain killer abuse over 4 years ago.
weed 4 years. coke for 3. i smoke cigs and drink regularly. i've experimented with other things as well... X. shrooms. ridalin. adderal. vicodin. percoset. codeine. oxy. acid... etc etc etc.
i have a hippie mentality. am a vegetarian... and would like to keep everything au'natural... but it seems that experimanetation has sort of pushed those priorities aside. though, i guess the real hippies were tripping on things like lsd... so what am i complaining about?
LW (at this height): 115lbs
HW (at this height): 144lbs
STGW:120lbs
LTGW:115lbs... maybe 110. haven't decided...
bmi: 19.5
ED: a whole jumble of things... but everything began with over exercising as compensation... i've heard it called anorexia athletica, but i guess its a form of bulimia because of the purging quality exercising has.
Self diagnosed or by a doctor? more like friends who were better informed than myself on the ED stuff... then i did some of my own research...
How long have you been starving, purging, or engaging in disordered behavior? a vicious circle lasting for the past 5 or so years...
other measurements: (probably no longer accurate as they are from the summer i think...?)
bust- 30in
waist- 26in
hips- 33in
wrist- 5in
upper thigh- 20in
mid thigh- 17in
calf- 15.25in (oh ginormous dancer calves!)
rib cage- 30in
want to know more?
ask!!! =)
i've been suffering off and on from eating disoders
more on that below - as this LJ was created for my thoughts on that specifically.
the majority of my eating/not eating woes are all tangled up in my drug abuse.
it began with diet pill and over the counter pain killer abuse over 4 years ago.
weed 4 years. coke for 3. i smoke cigs and drink regularly. i've experimented with other things as well... X. shrooms. ridalin. adderal. vicodin. percoset. codeine. oxy. acid... etc etc etc.
i have a hippie mentality. am a vegetarian... and would like to keep everything au'natural... but it seems that experimanetation has sort of pushed those priorities aside. though, i guess the real hippies were tripping on things like lsd... so what am i complaining about?
LW (at this height): 115lbs
HW (at this height): 144lbs
STGW:120lbs
LTGW:115lbs... maybe 110. haven't decided...
bmi: 19.5
ED: a whole jumble of things... but everything began with over exercising as compensation... i've heard it called anorexia athletica, but i guess its a form of bulimia because of the purging quality exercising has.
Self diagnosed or by a doctor? more like friends who were better informed than myself on the ED stuff... then i did some of my own research...
How long have you been starving, purging, or engaging in disordered behavior? a vicious circle lasting for the past 5 or so years...
other measurements: (probably no longer accurate as they are from the summer i think...?)
bust- 30in
waist- 26in
hips- 33in
wrist- 5in
upper thigh- 20in
mid thigh- 17in
calf- 15.25in (oh ginormous dancer calves!)
rib cage- 30in
want to know more?
ask!!! =)
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art, ballet, choreographing, contemplating, dance, drawing, drinking, drugs, jazz, modern, music!, painting, performance, reading, weight-loss, writing, yoga
External Services:
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