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| User: | dancingdoll2 (12303921) suddenly subsistence is suicide
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| Name: | dancingdoll2 | |||||
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| Bio: | My name is Zoe. I'm 21 yrs old. 5'8" 130 lbs. i've been suffering off and on from eating disoders more on that below - as this LJ was created for my thoughts on that specifically. the majority of my eating/not eating woes are all tangled up in my drug abuse. it began with diet pill and over the counter pain killer abuse over 4 years ago. weed 4 years. coke for 3. i smoke cigs and drink regularly. i've experimented with other things as well... X. shrooms. ridalin. adderal. vicodin. percoset. codeine. oxy. acid... etc etc etc. i have a hippie mentality. am a vegetarian... and would like to keep everything au'natural... but it seems that experimanetation has sort of pushed those priorities aside. though, i guess the real hippies were tripping on things like lsd... so what am i complaining about? LW (at this height): 115lbs HW (at this height): 144lbs STGW:120lbs LTGW:115lbs... maybe 110. haven't decided... bmi: 19.5 ED: a whole jumble of things... but everything began with over exercising as compensation... i've heard it called anorexia athletica, but i guess its a form of bulimia because of the purging quality exercising has. Self diagnosed or by a doctor? more like friends who were better informed than myself on the ED stuff... then i did some of my own research... How long have you been starving, purging, or engaging in disordered behavior? a vicious circle lasting for the past 5 or so years... other measurements: (probably no longer accurate as they are from the summer i think...?) bust- 30in waist- 26in hips- 33in wrist- 5in upper thigh- 20in mid thigh- 17in calf- 15.25in (oh ginormous dancer calves!) rib cage- 30in want to know more? ask!!! =) | |||||
| Pictures: | fewer than 10 public | |||||
| Interests: | 17: art, ballet, choreographing, contemplating, dance, drawing, drinking, drugs, jazz, modern, music!, painting, performance, reading, weight-loss, writing, yoga | |||||
| Schools: | None listed | |||||
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| Account type: | Plus Account | |||||
